Tuesday, December 30, 2008

"Ought to's"

Oliver Wendell Holmes Jr, in his article "Natural Law" written for the Harvard Law Review November, 1918 writes:

"We all, whether we know it or not, are fighting to make the kind of a world that we all should like-- but that we have learned to recognize that others will fight and die to make a different world..."

"The jurists who believe in natural law seem to be to be in that naive state of mind that accepts what has been familiar and accepted by them and their neighbors as something that must be accepted by all men everywhere."

"... The question remains as to the Ought of natural law."

Holmes suggested throughout the piece that there are no "oughts" in the world we live in. By laying the foundation for legal pragmatism, Holmes desires a world without certainty and truth. Perhaps these ideas are the consequences of progressivism in American culture and politics. But I think the issue is more fundamental than progressivism, for the idea that man is purposeless in a dark world of chance Holmes calls the "Can't Helps."

In The Problem of Pain Lewis seems to identify this thinking as an element in all developed religion. It is the second of four strands their identify within Christianity:

"All the human beings that history has heard of acknowledge some kind of morality; that is, they feel towards certain proposed actions the experiences expressed by he words 'I ought' or 'I ought not.' These experiences resemble awe in one respect, namely that they cannot be logically deduced from the environment and physical experiences of the man who undergoes them."

Thus Holmes seems to be rebelling against one of the most fundamental assumptions of mankind. This is nothing new under the sun for man will always resist the truths of his Creator. Holmes may be among the first to introduce progressive ideas into our justice system. But these ideas are not new and certainly not original to Holmes.

Saturday, December 27, 2008

Meditations on the "Meditations"

Failure to observe what is in the mind of another has seldom made a man unhappy; but those who do not observe the movements of their own minds must of necessity be unhappy.

Men exist for the sake of one another; teach them or bear with them.

Enter into every man's ruling faculty; and also let every other man enter into yours.

Let no act be done without a purpose.

In one way an arrow moves, in another way the mind. Yet the mind, both when it cautiously examines the ground and when it is engaged in its inquiry, is nonetheless moving straight ahead and toward its goal.

Reading the "Meditations" by Marcus Aurelius has been really refreshing. I love it how he understands the nature of man within a community. Thus man should be teachable and should learn from others seeking a higher purpose, which is the same goal of knowing truth.

Thursday, December 25, 2008

Unity of the Bible

"But when the fullness of time had come, God sent forth his Son, born of woman..."

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"For to us a child is born, to us a Son is given..."

The first passage is from Galatians (4:4) and the second is from Isaiah (9:6).

Amazing how the Bible should be read as a whole for its story is told as a whole.

Merry Christmas...

Friday, November 28, 2008

The Inner Ring

The only certain rule is that the insiders and outsiders call it by different names. From inside it may be designated, in simple cases, by mere enumeration: it may be called "You and Tony and me." When it is very secure and comparatively stable in membership it calls itself "we." When it has to be suddenly expanded to meet a particular emergency it calls itself "All the sensible people at this place." From outside, if you have despaired of getting into it, you call it "That gang" or "They" or "So-and-so and his set" or "the Caucus" or "the Inner Ring." If you are a candidate for admission you probably don't call it anything. To discuss it with the other outsiders would make you feel outside yourself. And to mention it in talking to the man who is inside, and who may help you if this present conversation goes well, would be madness...

...But you have met the phenomenon of an Inner Ring. You discovered one in your house at school before the end of the first term. And when you had climbed up to somewhere near it by the end of your second year, perhaps you discovered that within the Ring there was a Ring yet more inner, which in its turn was the fringe of the great school Ring to which the house Rings were only satellites. It is even possible that the School Ring was almost in touch with a Masters' Ring. You were beginning, in fact, to pierce through the skins of the onion. And here, too, at your university-shall I be wrong in assuming that at this very moment, invisible to me, there are several rings-independent systems or concentric rings-present in this room? And I can assure you that in whatever hospital, inn of court, diocese, school, business, or college you arrive after going down, you will find the Rings-what Tolstoy calls the second or unwritten systems...

...I must now make a distinction. I am not going to say that the existence of Inner Rings is an evil. It is certainly unavoidable. There must be confidential discussions: and it is not only not a bad thing, it is (in itself) a good thing, that personal friendship should grow up between those who work together. And it is perhaps impossible that the official hierarchy of any organization should quite coincide with its actual workings. If the wisest and most energetic people invariably held the highest posts, it might coincide; since they often do not, there must be people in high positions who are really deadweights and people in lower positions who are more important than their rank and seniority would lead you to suppose. In that way the second, unwritten system is bound to grow up. It is necessary; and perhaps it is not a necessary evil. But the desire which draws us into Inner Rings is another matter. A thing may be morally neutral and yet the desire for that thing may be dangerous...

...My main purpose in this address is simply to convince you that this desire is one of the great permanent mainsprings of human action. It is one of the factors which go to make up the world as we know it-this whole pell-mell of struggle, competition, confusion, graft, disappointment, and advertisement, and if it is one of the permanent mainsprings then you may be quite sure of this. Unless you take measures to prevent it, this desire is going to be one of the chief motives of your life, from the first day on which you enter your profession until the day when you are too old to care. That will be the natural thing-the life that will come to you of its own accord. Any other kind of life, if you lead it, will be the result of conscious and continuous effort. If you do nothing about it, if you drift with the stream, you will in fact be an "inner ringer." I don't say you'll be a successful one; that's as may be. But whether by pining and moping outside Rings that you can never enter, or by passing triumphantly further and further in-one way or the other you will be that kind of man. I have already made it fairly clear that I think it better for you not to be that kind of man...

...As long as you are governed by that desire you will never get what you want. You are trying to peel an onion: if you succeed there will be nothing left. Until you conquer the fear of being an outsider, an outsider you will remain...

...And you will always find them hard to enter, for a reason you very well know. You yourself once you are in, want to make it hard for the next entrant, just as those who are already in made it hard for you. Naturally. In any wholesome group of people which holds together for a good purpose, the exclusions are in a sense accidental. Three or four people who are together for the sake of some piece of work exclude others because there is work only for so many or because the others can't in fact do it. Your little musical group limits its numbers because the rooms they meet in are only so big. But your genuine Inner Ring exists for exclusion. There'd be no fun if there were no outsiders. The invisible line would have no meaning unless most people were on the wrong side of it. Exclusion is no accident: it is the essence...

...The quest of the Inner Ring will break your hearts unless you break it. But if you break it, a surprising result will follow. If in your working hours you make the work your end, you will presently find yourself all unawares inside the only circle in your profession that really matters. You will be one of the sound craftsmen, and other sound craftsmen will know it. This group of craftsmen will by no means coincide with the Inner Ring or the Important People or the People in the Know. It will not shape that professional policy or work up that professional influence which fights for the profession as a whole against the public: nor will it lead to those periodic scandals and crises which the Inner Ring produces. But it will do those things which that profession exists to do and will in the long run be responsible for all the respect which that profession in fact enjoys and which the speeches and advertisements cannot maintain. And if in your spare time you consort simply with the people you like, you will again find that you have come unawares to a real inside: that you are indeed snug and safe at the center of something which, seen from without, would look exactly like an Inner Ring. But the difference is that its secrecy is accidental, and its exclusiveness a by-product, and no one was led thither by the lure of the esoteric: for it is only four or five people who like one another meeting to do things that they like. This is friendship. Aristotle placed it among the virtues. It causes perhaps half of all the happiness in the world, and no Inner Ring can ever have it...

...We are told in Scripture that those who ask get. That is true, in senses I can't now explore. But in another sense there is much truth in the schoolboy's principle "them as asks shan't have." To a young person, just entering on adult life, the world seems full of Insides," full of delightful intimacies and confidentialities, and he desires to enter them. But if he follows that desire he will reach no "inside" that is worth reaching. The true road lies in quite another direction. It is like the house in Alice Through the Looking Glass...

C.S Lewis- "The Inner Ring"

Monday, October 27, 2008

Be Real

There's something inherently interesting about meeting people. This year I've been the most conscious I have ever been when it comes to introducing myself to those whom I've never interacted with before. First impressions are interesting but rarely accurate. I've learned part of the fun is follow up introduction after that initial awkward meeting stage is complete.

I've challenged myself to be real this year, even when I meet people for the first time. Enough with the superficiality I've only grown to hate more since I came to college. I've always hated fake people. People who care so much about their reputations, they forget to be honest, not only with themselves, but with their friends.

So this year I want to be real. People may not like it... and I'm working on that. But I'd much rather prefer honesty with people than acting like everything is okay when it is not.

Monday, August 4, 2008

Come Thou Fount

It has always amazed me, that in a day and age where song writers struggle to write songs with applicable meaning, that many hymn writers of old already succeeded in this feat centuries before today's artists! Take the hymn "Come Thou Fount of Every Blessing." I am amazed at the theological richness found within the hymn that is easy to overlook when singing it.

First Stanza:
Come, Thou Fount of every blessing,
Tune my heart to sing Thy grace;
Streams of mercy, never ceasing,
Call for songs of loudest praise.
Teach me some melodious sonnet,
Sung by flaming tongues above.
Praise the mount! I’m fixed upon it,
Mount of Thy redeeming love

The author, Robert Robinson, recognizes that it is God who must tune our hearts to sing of the grace of God in songs of loudest praise. The Lord must teach us this "melodious sonnet" of His redeeming love. Our salvation is not something we earn or achieve through our own merit. The hymn writer writes that God tunes and teaches us to sing of the love of His redemption for us.

Second Stanza:
Here I raise my Ebenezer;
Hither by Thy help I'm come;
And I hope, by Thy good pleasure,
Safely to arrive at home.
Jesus sought me when a stranger,
Wandering from the fold of God;
He, to rescue me from danger,
Interposed His precious blood.

Ebenezer is an Old Testament reference to "God who has helped us." Certainly the Lord has come to our rescue from sin bringing us home to fellowship with Him. Once again the author notes how Jesus sought us when we were strangers wandering from God. "Interposed" is a key word referencing the substitutionary sacrifice of Jesus Christ on the cross taking our sins as His own. There was nothing we could do that deserved this sacrifice. Left to our own devices, we had wandered away! Christ did not only die for us, He also came sought to rescue us. What an amazing Savior we have!

Stanza Three:
O to grace how great a debtor
Daily I'm constrained to be!
Let that grace now like a fetter,
Bind my wandering heart to Thee.
Prone to wander, Lord, I feel it,
Prone to leave the God I love;
Here's my heart, O take and seal it,
Seal it for Thy courts above

I think that might be my favorite stanza. When we think of the concept of being a "debtor" to something, a negative connotation immediately comes to mind. We do not want to be in debt. Sin is a debt. It is a debt that continues to grow larger and larger to the point where we would never be able to pay it off. Imagine a debt like that in your personal life. A debt that grows by the millions per year while you only made a tiny fraction of that amount. Even if you paid some of it off, the debt would only grow larger. But Christ is our sacrifice. He paid that debt for you and me. And now we are debtors but no longer to sin, but to His grace. And as we live day by day in the process of sanctification, our debt to grace increases and increases. But this is not a bad thing as the author notes for he wishes to be "constrained" with a fetter to the Lord.
The author recognizes the tendency in man to wander. But through the grace of God we can constrained and bound to Jesus Christ forever. What a wonderful promise that our Father gives to us.

Truly this treasured hymn of the church has much to teach us when we stop for a moment to meditate on its words.

Monday, July 21, 2008

Mark 5:25-34

25A woman who had had a hemorrhage for twelve years, 26and had endured much at the hands of many physicians, and had spent all that she had and was not helped at all, but rather had grown worse-- 27after hearing about Jesus, she came up in the crowd behind Him and touched His cloak. 28For she thought, "If I just touch His garments, I will get well." 29Immediately the flow of her blood was dried up; and she felt in her body that she was healed of her affliction. 30Immediately Jesus, perceiving in Himself that the power proceeding from Him had gone forth, turned around in the crowd and said, "Who touched My garments?"31And His disciples said to Him, "You see the crowd pressing in on You, and You say, 'Who touched Me?'' 32And He looked around to see the woman who had done this. 33But the woman fearing and trembling, aware of what had happened to her, came and fell down before Him and told Him the whole truth. 34And He said to her, "Daughter, your faith has made you well; go in peace and be healed of your affliction."

Although this is a familiar passage, I think it is a good reminder of how intentional Christ acted here on earth. Even His miracles point to a higher purpose, picturing His own actions as Lord. The woman in the crowd suffering from a bleeding disease would have been considered unclean within Jewish society. Such a curse would have prevented her from worship in the temple and fellowship with God's people. She was denied the right to participate in one of the most important aspects of culture- that being the act of coming together with her people to worship Jehovah.

Similarly, before we are justified through Christ, we are unable to have full communion and fellowship with the Lord. Our sin prevents our worship with the Creator as we are unclean with sin. Like the woman, we seek the help of outside sources spending time and money where we will not find help. We look to our own strength and the wisdom of the world for answers. However our own actions will not satisfy our healing and restoration to fellowship with the Lord. We must come before Him humbly, on our knees in faith, knowing that when we are drawn to Him, Christ provides healing and salvation.

Jesus chose not to ignore the woman rather taking the time to note her faith. He will also acknowledge us before the Father as our Mediator and the Savior of our sins. Because of His work on the cross, we are no longer unclean. How marvelous this miracle of Jesus to not only do a wonderful thing in the life of a suffering woman, but to also show a picture of His remarkable work of salvation in the lives of suffering humanity!


Thursday, July 10, 2008

Summer Hopes

“We have within ourselves
Enough to fill the present day with joy,
And overspread the future years with hope.”

-Wordsworth

Six weeks from yesterday I move back down to Hillsdale. I am honestly really excited- and optimistic- for whatever the next year will bring. Days like today remind me why I am pursuing knowledge at a college like Hillsdale. Being frustrated with a summer job seems like such a pointless waste of emotion. Yet it is hard for me to be apathetic about anything, hence I tend to become frustration when something I invest it does not work out. Regardless, it has been my hope and prayer this entire summer for the Lord to bless this upcoming year. I am reminded however, that God is faithful and sufficient. My happiness is in Him not because He does what I want Him to do, but because I grow closer to Him and His will each day.

We live and interact in such an emotion driven culture. Everything is subjective to the current state of our feelings. Think of how often our initial reaction is "how we feel" about it. There's nothing wrong with our emotions, but I am thankful that God is teaching me not to overlook His truth within our emotions and feelings.

It is true that within ourselves we can offer joy each day and hope to our future. But such hope is based also on our emotions and feelings which can deceive is. When we conform to God and His will, He will be within us. He will be our joy and our hope. He will be sufficient for all our needs.

Wednesday, July 2, 2008

Reformed Theology

Listening to John Piper and Sovereign Grace sermons on the ipod at work has prompted a renewed personal appreciation for Reformed theology. Growing up in the reformed tradition, its teachings were definitely something I took for granted without truly understanding the meaning. Yet now they have become a source of comfort for me at this point in my life. Even though so much of life changes, knowing that my faith remains rock solid has been assuring rather than disconcerting, as answers sometimes can be. Especially, if they are answers that are not popular with modern culture.

By recognizing that our depravity is actually GOOD news because of the sacrifice of Jesus, I have realized that the Christian life is never about yourself. It never seeks to bring glory or credit of any kind to the individual. This fact alone has been comforting because when I look at myself, I see someone who does not even come close to receiving any sort of credit for anything I have ever "accomplished." My salvation especially, is not something I deserve any recognition for.

The process of sanctification must continue if we are to live in Christ. What a struggle to live each day trusting Christ all the time for the renewal of our mind and heart away from ourselves and into His likeness...

Sunday, June 8, 2008

west michigan weather from this past weekend


The raging storms may round us beat,
A Shelter in the time of storm

We’ll never leave our safe retreat,

A Shelter in the time of storm.



God moves in a mysterious way His wonders to perform;
He plants His footsteps in the sea
And rides upon the storm.



There’s not a plant or flower below, but makes Thy glories known,
And clouds arise, and tempests blow, by order from Thy throne;

While all that borrows life from Thee is ever in Thy care;

And everywhere that we can be, Thou, God art present there.



I establish My covenant with you; and all flesh shall never again be cut off by the water of the flood, neither shall there again be a flood to destroy the earth." Genesis 9:11


Sunday, May 18, 2008

Summer 2008

Is it too early to want to go back to school already?

Thursday, May 8, 2008

all done.....

Sophomore year is finished. Finally, although not really. What an amazing year full of amazing memories. I have much to be thankful for.

Work and play are never okay to mix the way you do...

Monday, April 7, 2008

Crunch time

Good thing I rested over Spring break. It's been absolutely insane since I've been back. I do believe this is my busiest semester yet. Two major history term papers plus an English class with an average amount of reading and writing. It's the Westblade class that is making things interesting right now.
Only a few more weeks left. I really am not ready for this year to end and I am already excited for the next year to begin. School year that is. For now I have to work hard, sleep less, and get good grades...

April is the cruellst month, breeding
Lilacs out of the dead land, mixing
Memory and desire, stirring
Dull roots with spring rain.
Winter kept us warm, covering
Earth in forgetful snow, feeding
A little life with dried tubers...


Friday, March 21, 2008

Spring Break '08

Spring Break= time with friends, warm weather, and no homework... maybe not so much.

Rather I have caught up on my Westblade outlines, wrote a rough draft for a term paper, and nearly finished a book for another class. Squeeze in some C.S. Lewis for some fun.

No wild drinking stories this spring break...

Wednesday, March 19, 2008

Restlessness

Thou madest us for Thyself, and our heart is restless until it repose in Thee

Springtime is here. But I don't think that is the only change arriving. What if the good things always stayed the way they were...

And all you see is where else you could be
When you're at home out on the street
Are so many possibilities to not be alone...

Tuesday, February 19, 2008

Authenticity

Two nights straight. I think this sets a record. Well for this blog anyways...

I think you are either authentic or you are not authentic. Okay so maybe it's not that easy to figure out or decide upon, but for the most part I think it is one way or another. Everyone can be dishonest, but the way to truly tell authenticity are the ones who are truly honest with who they really are... and all the ways they are messed up in this world...

That doesn't mean that things don't change ever. But I think the person shouldn't, at least who the person really is...

Maybe it is all a matter of perception...

Get over it...

Monday, February 18, 2008

Community

Sorry for the lack of posting....

A word on community. I don't have the answers figured out to this concept yet, but I am sure I know what it is not. The word "community" gets tossed around a lot here at Hillsdale... I wonder how many people actually understand it when they use it.

I do know that I don't need to join or do anything for the kind of relationships and community I desire. I want authenticity- is that too much to ask for anymore?

How come I never realize how good I have it... until it is gone?

Wednesday, January 2, 2008

The End of an Era



Since everyone else seems to have an opinion I thought I'd give mine too :P

I'm not going to lie- I was yelling for Carr's head on a stick after Appalachia State. In fact I was becoming more and more disgruntled when it became apparent Michigan was simply no match for USC... and Ohio State. Lloyd Carr appeared too conservative, too old fashioned, and incompetent to meet the changing demands of college football. At Michigan we like to win-- a lot. Of course everyone likes to win, the difference at Michigan being, that we actually do win. And when we don't, we get mad. And eventually, something will be done so that we win again.

Being my usual pessimistic self, I picked Florida to win by 5 touchdowns today. I obviously had too much to drink on my birthday- or maybe I just didn't believe that Michigan could ever beat the might Urban Meyer. But from the minute Michigan opened the game with a spread... I knew... maybe Lloyd Carr had something up his sleeve after all.

I noticed something today. Michigan actually wanted to win. They actually believed they could win. They knew they had nothing to lose, rather they had something they truly believed in. They were sick of the ESPN analyst sitting in his comfortable chair in a climate controlled studio drinking coffee with excessive amounts of cream and sugar telling them that the Big Ten cannot compete with the SEC. They were annoyed with the rumors that Carr was inept at his job and that Michigan football was not the same as it always had been. They did something about because they tried-- and for the first time in a long time, played like they really wanted to win.

I do not know why Lloyd Carr did not try the spread earlier. Why he stuck to the same ineffective formations and routes and game plans for so long in the big games. I do not know why Michigan was good enough today to win when they had played in similar big games in the past. I do know that Carr restored the pride that Michigan fans have for their program. He also made us realize what we are going to miss. Although we can look forward to the future, we must recognize and appreciate the past. Michigan fans are truly blessed with the opportunity to do both.